Sitting on the bus really analyzing my future in this relationship.
We dont have the same goals as a couple.
I want to get married one day. He’s already been married and doesnt want to do it again.
I dont have children and I recently had an abortion (my first pregnancy) that I regret every single day. I made the decision for my education because I’ll be graduating soon and if I kept the baby it would have been a major halt on life for me. I want to have a child soon after im done with school because i’ll be 32 in April and the clock is ticking. He has two sons (14 and 11) and doesnt really want a child right now.
He keeps saying im changing and I know its because of these reasons, but he doesnt.
I feel like we wont be together much longer.
Lost in love 